I always go to you to tell you how i feel because you are one of my closest friends, but how can i go and talk to you when suddenly you become the reason why i just broke down, and feel like im loosing you by one simple text message that you happily sent me to tell me happy news, like we always do, i feel like things are gonna change, i love hanging out with you, flirting with you, being really gay with you, laughing and leaning against you to catch my breath, being my texting buddy, talking shit to each other, throwing food at each other at dennys, i just dont want you to change, you are so important to me and im crying cuz i know the time comes for people to fall apart and its so selfish of me to try and keep you from meeting new people, its like a territorial friend ship. I dont want and i wish a guy makes you change because i would have to start from scratch to find a true trustworthy friend.
